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Ignore The Unglamness .

Babe , Cheer Up .
Yea , Its true that we're not like last time . I'm getting busier with my life . Too less to spend , when i'm with you all . Its either remedials or just recess . Maybe once in a while we meet up . But it just ain't like last time . I know , its a double blow to you . Him & Her . September is a fucking cock up month . You've spent at least 2 years with me . Its normal for you to understand me fully . But with the upcoming of events and exams , i guess , i've made a drastic change . Whats there left for me to even try to salvage ? I guess nothing . Spend time with each other , i think the bond it just not there .  You've got your life . And i've got mine . Friends come and go . But i know , You 3 will die die stay in this path . No matter how many time we quarrel . Because of what ? Our attitude clashes . If you can't accept me now , i don't think you could accept me in future . I'm not afraid to accept the fact that , we're different and we don't like each other . But somehow , we love each  other . Isn't that weird . Like i said , friends are always there for you . They always leave one day .  Be it physically departure , or just , emotionally . I may die tomorrow . She may die the next second . They may die the next minute . We may just drop dead now . Life is too short to live with regrets . No use turning back , crying about what you've done . Yea , i've did it . Ash , I'm sorry . Now , i'm trying to win back his heart , cause i know its worth chasing for . Babe , now , just accept the fact that , he AIN'T coming back . There are many other there . Why give up a forest just for a seedling . Yea , he may or may not be your first love . But , open your eyes wide and see , who are those people worth your tears . I can't comfort you face to face , cause i know , i'm bound to cry . Remember we're once nobody ? And now , we actually mean a SOMEBODY ? Its actually a good thing . I really look up to you , seeing you able to handle it all . If i'm in your shoes , i would have gone berserk .

Well , i guess , thats all i've to say for now . Good night . Before sleep , don't eat sweet , don't drink , don't sleep face down . Love you girl . <3