Still waiting .

Baby , after my first love , i'm not gonna lose my second best one .

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Hmm , lately very havoc uh . Not been going to school , gone clubbing , well , pretty much i've been staying outside . Nevermind , i'm done with that . Caged Doraemon - Star <3 . Nak club , datang rumah aku . Name of club , Zido . Wtf is that name anyway . -.- . I'm like super bored , thats why i'm like posting . But this is another motive . I'mma post this , dedication to you . Cause i've been hearing stories about us . Sigh .

You ,

Yes Ash supafly ,You .

Don't Ignore Me Will You ? ):

Its may seems that i'm very happy when i'm single , truth is .

I'm fucking lonely , i ain't happy .

Yea , i'm not experiencing pure happiness with my girls around me .

Its true , i miss you a lot .

I miss your girly voice .
I miss your girly laughs .
I miss our late night talks .
I miss our future plans .
I miss our teka tekis .
I miss saying HUH and waiting for your reply ; TAIK !
I miss saying i love you .
I miss sleeping with the warm fuzzy feeling i get when i talked to you .
I miss us talking about baking .
I miss us laughing at random things .
I miss singing mimpi indah with you .
I miss talking about nana and rully .
I miss us doing better than nana and rully .

I just MISS you .

I know , it may be hard for me to be setia because , from past experiences , i've been hurt upteen times , till i met firdaus .
But , when it came to you , its different .
I've been hearing stories from rully's ex girlfriend .
Die cakap , korang mat malaysia .
I don't know who to believe uh .
She told me to look your picture's nyer back ground .
She said its blur because korang nak step satu singaporeans .
I just told myself that korang suke edit gambar .
Abeyh aderh orang cakap Rully gay . then tunjok satu gambak kat rara dari webcam .
Muke memang macam rully , but i swear , its not him .
Cakap Rully's real name is shafiq .
Say theres no AshriqAnaqiMikiTan
Cakap korang selalu paitaw orang because korang mat malaysia .
She names me , herself ,eillavanila .
Even if you are , i don't mind going there everyday just to meet you .
Be it selangor or even JB .
Please tell me whatever they say is korang plan .
Just want me to move on .
I never thought i will go crazy over a guy like you .
But , you prove me dead wrong .
I'm out of the playing mood .
I've never been so sad before .
Remember the girl i told you about yang her mataer ..
I don't know how she can handle that .
Sigh .
Rara , Will be waiting for you .
TAKE CARE YOURSELF UH .
IF NOT I'MMA GET SICK TOO !
dah katerh , jiwerh
10.10.10
Is the day i'm dreading but , i've got to be happy . (':
I wish you to get with eila ghetto , win her heart .
If i can't prove to you now , i'll just have to wait .
Thanks for being my best ex boyfriend .
1 months with no quarrels , i loike

Butter </3 Sugar
(':

[ I'm not backing down , because i know , theres no space in your heart for me except her ]

& I will keep loving you secretly.